I’m here to let you know that I have released my first EP: The Best Time.

Since I was 16, I’ve been jumping on tracks and shows as an instrumentalist, but I have never released music in my own name. Bit by bit, unfinished beats and instrumentals piled up on my Drive, with the hope that maybe someday, they'd become songs.

In 2018, I saw Lin Miranda talk about his music from high school that deserved to be revisited. He inspired me to pick a few of my own compositions that deserved better, and, with a little help from my friends, I began producing this concept album--4 songs (and 2 interstitials) bound by the theme of looking backward in time, finding something positive upon which to build, and moving forward. In that spirit, we brought closure to music dating back as far as 2006, and wrapped it up in order to launch into a new decade.

It was the most 29-year-old thing 29-year-old me could do.

The first day of spring felt like a fitting day to put this out. The music is available on all platforms and you can pay what you’d like at this link. Why pay? A portion of the proceeds will help recoup the costs of self-financing an album and a portion will be donated to the Hunter High School Music Program for its role in shaping the music.

Thank you so much for listening. If the songs make you feel something, or inspire you to do something you've always wanted to do, let me know: it will make this project a success.

Now, from the beginning:
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Thank You for Listening

A note from Max

Introduction

with Shawn Crouch and the HCHS Junior Choir

I’m never settling to go for broke
Only thing we ever lost was keys but never hope
That’s the ankle we could stabilize as just a way to cope
In a world full of sharks when you’re tryna stay afloat
I dive in baby, call it bravery or crazy
It’s a job just to find time to sleep we never lazy

Hustle like the 80’s for bbs on Mercedes
Different type of grind for government funded babies
Look
It’s time to stack it I’m strong as Serena with the racket
And we bring the noise like we rocking Pata’ jackets
Feeling lavish, moving tax brackets
Without a deep mobb we still coming with havoc
That’s all in, chalice of gin, for the win
We only want equality for all our friends and kin 

[De'Wayne Verse]

Time is of the essence in this golden era
Something that I understand now more than ever
Jet blue for the weather when I change endeavors
Always fly like I was born in feathers
I got the scope to try and shoot for the stars
Come to the range with me
Still playing Whitney with pun my Nipsey
Cuz legends never die they say that we multiply
You and I
You and I, could take over the world baby
This is set in stone ain’t no maybes
Always sounds crazy, until it’s in the grip of your palm
Like napalm, and they wrong, and they singing my songs
Like hey mom I told you I’d make it
Took a little while for ya boy to take it
But brick by brick I found a path and paved it
Iit always takes a while when your goals ain’t basic
And my shit wasn’t ever one of those schemes I’d have dreams
This picture so vivid with the words like memes
JNCO jeans, baggy how my memory leans
One day it’s gon’ be playing on those big screens
One day it’s gon’ be playing on the big screens
One day it’s gon’ be playing on the big screens

(This is Bleecker Street...)

Everytime I
Look around I
See something that I’ve noticed
We’ve done a lot of growin
Everytime I
Walk around I
I need to fight that feelin’
Just gotta keep on buildin’

Can we stack it?
(I need bricks for right now)
Can we stack it?
(Stacking up like right now)
Can we run it, count it, move it, use it
Run it, count it, move it, use it
Can we stack it?

Performed by Elliot Bless, De’Wayne Jackson, Chris Plenty & the HCHS Junior Choir. Lyrics by J. Harris, D. Jackson, C. Rivera. Music by M. Brawer, A. Zimmer. Guitar, Bass, add’l Rhodes & Family Piano by Max. Rhodes by Julia Chen. Drums by Zach Berns. Delay by Kyle Verrier. Engineered by Charles Mueller. Mastered by Manny Park.

Bricks

with Elliot Bless, De'Wayne Jackson & Chris Plenty

There's a ghost where you used to sleep
And a brush by the bathroom sink
And the songs that we used to sing
Are stuck in my head

Like a daydream where the love held true
All my feelings come in shades of blue
And I almost saw it coming true
But it fell through my hands

We're living in a history
I guess some things ain’t meant to be
So many things I’d like to say
But here’s to you you’re on your way
I’m falling down a memory
I guess that’s how it ought to be
You’re living out here on your own
But here’s to you, here’s to you

Filled a bag with your half used things
Put away all your worn out tees
Pushing out all the memories
That are stuck in my head

Like a painting with a faded hue
And the post it notes with "I love you"
And the photos that I took with you
Are under my bed

The dreams I’m left just won’t come true
but that’s the best that love could do
It’s only how it always is
The crumpled page the fading kiss
We're living in a history
I guess some things ain’t meant to be
So many things I’d like to say
But here’s to you again someday

Goodbye
You’re on your way

Performed by swansuit. Lyrics by D. de la Huerta, M. Brawer. Music by M. Brawer. Guitar, Bass, Casiotone & Horn Programming by Max. Drum Programming and add’l production by Matt Zolly.

For Rosie.

Stuck In My Head

with swansuit

In life and love
You will never know
How the cards will play
With young love you'll find
To keep your hope inside, all while
Avoiding pain
True love has a design
And pray in time
You'll find your way

Maybe we'll change
Maybe we'll stay the same
And maybe someday
I'll see your face again
Meet me by
Our place in the sky
Meet me by our place
And I'll be there
To you I swear

Years have passed now
And we've grown
So maybe we can take our time
And our hope
And just try again
Try again
Cuz with true love
It's not the end
And time will help
Our wounds to mend

And maybe we've changed
Maybe we've stayed the same
And maybe someday
I'll see your face again
And you'll meet me by
Our place in the sky
Meet me by our place
And I'll be there
To you I swear
I'll be there

Maybe we've grown
Maybe we've changed
You never know
You'll never know

Maybe we've changed
Maybe and
Maybe we've stayed the same
And things will remain
Maybe someday
I'll see your
I'll see your face
Meet me by
Our place in our sky
Meet me by our place
And I'll be there
To you I swear

I'll be there

Performed by Justice LaBrave. Lyrics by J. LaBoy. Music by M. Brawer, J. Chen. Guitar, Bass, Juno, Synthesizers & String Programming by Max. Piano by Julia Chen. Cello by Laura Wolf. Viola by Matt Kalish. Drums by Zach Berns. Engineered by Charles Mueller. Mastered by Manny Park.


Decatur (Maybe Someday)

with Justice LaBrave

The Best Time

(An Interlude)

You’ll never see
How your love and loss affected me
And you’ll never know
How my anger began to grow
And you’ll never hear
How I needed you
You were never there
But you gave me, you gave me a chance
To move on and be strong

I know it’s better
To have loved and lost than not at all
Believe me baby I know one day
We all have to fall
The only question that I haven’t found the answer for
I miss you baby could you tell me
Where’d you go?
I miss you babe, please tell me
Where’d you go?

You see me
You see me now
And I ask of you:

Are you proud?

The year's have passed
The dust has cleared
And I'm still wondering
Are you near?
I need to know right now

I know it’s better
To have loved and lost than not at all
Believe me baby I know one day
We all have to fall
The only question that I couldn’t find the answer for
I miss you baby could you tell me
Where’d you go?
I miss you babe, please tell me,
Where’d you go?

I know it’s better
To have loved and lost than not at all
Believe me baby
One day we all have to fall
The only question that I haven’t found the answer for
I miss you baby could you tell me
Where’d you go?
I miss you please, please tell me

I need to know
Where’d you go?

Performed by Justice LaBrave. Originally performed as “Freeze Me Electric” by Blind Ambition. Lyrics by J. LaBoy. Music by M. Brawer, K. Verrier, J. Lerner, D. Levy. Guitar, Bass, Juno & add’l Piano by Max. Guitar by Kyle Verrier. Piano by Matt Kalish. Drums by Ian Holden. Add’l Guitar by Charles Mueller. Engineered by Charles Mueller. Mastered at Howie Weinberg Mastering by Howie Weinberg and Will Borza.


And I Ask of You

with Justice LaBrave